So over it

I'm sure there's something you can relate to with the title of this moment. 

Go ahead, admit it. I won't judge you.

I can give you a list of "over it" topics.

Like this Depression.

I know it's there. I can literally feel it weighing me down. 

Waking up bubbly and happy and within an hour am I feeling as if I'm a nuisance.

I've wasted away so many of my days, I'm ashamed of it. And strangely afraid of it. 

I'm afraid that it'll soon get the better of me once again. Fighting it everyday is exhausting. 

I'm literally sitting here writing out every thought when it starts up. "Who is going to want to read this?" So that's usually when I ask or say if you're still reading this... Well I caught myself this time. 

And I want to thank you in this moment for reading my thoughts, hearing my emotions. Just letting me talk. I miss writing. Typing. Crafting. I miss my therapy. But I have no energy. 

Help Me. 

Simple Make-Up Remover Review

So I recently went on a trip out of state so I needed something to take off my makeup but was travel size.

These 30ct of Micellar Make-Up Remover Eye Pads with Mineral & Plant Extract

WORKED! 

I've used Simple makeup remover wipes before. And I can say I have had some trouble with the formula bothering my eyes. 

Now with these thin round pads do not bother my eyes at all and it takes everything off!

I literally only use 2-3 pads depending on how intense the look.

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These 30ct packs retail at Wal*Mart for $5.00 u.s.

Make sure you give these little pads a look next time you're down a makeup aisle.

Let me know if you give them a try or any of the other Simple products.

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Who am I?

Hey Zombabes!!

Welcome back, and if you're new...WELCOME!!!!

I'm April

 I hope you enjoy following my life journey. 

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About July 2018

I've been up and down emotionally and mentally that's for sure.

I have a question for you... Why is it so hard for a woman to get a dang job?

I have put in countless applications online and drove around town until I felt so physically drained I was shaking!

Here I am, with no positive responses. And I'm still waiting for some responses. 

This is exactly why I want to be my own boss.

I always have.

But I have to ask you, What would you like to see from me?

Please comment and let me know. I want to provide you with what you want to see. 

26 and LOST

I'm 26 and don't know what I'm doing

Surprise, Surprise. I'm having an internal battle that's now leaking into my life. Which takes me back to those days about learning what bottled up emotions were like, by comparing them to the iceberg in Titanic.

I'm so tired of bottling everything up again. I don't know what has changed, AGAIN. 

But I should be used to my life flipping like a fish out of water.

Everything's been spilling out lately and I'm trying not to fall down this hill of emotions. 

I'm happy one moment and upset seconds later with just one thought.

I'm losing myself.

Ready to catch some Zzz's?

Hey Zombabes!

Having a hard time sleeping?

Tired of waking up tired?

Do I sound like an infomercial?

Hahaha

For real now.

Influenster was awesome and sent me some ZzzQuil!

I already have a hard time sleeping as it is with work, or lack there of at times.

Stress doesn't help either.

And with all of that, sometimes fun doesn't happen until after midnight.

So, I tried it the other night when I knew I'd be able to sleep in the next day and actually try it out.

Posted this on my Snapchat [ Zombodytolove ] that night. 

Along with vlogging both that night and the day after, 

Make sure to look for that quick video on my Youtube channel!

Don't forget to give it a like and subscribe if you haven't!

Now for what you're really here for. My experience...

As you'll see in my video, if you do watch, I wasn't fully convinced. I do believe ZzzQuil does work, considering NyQuil usually does the tick, anyone else agree? 

However they say it will be instant and 8 hours. 

Which it was neither.

After a 2 hour wait of trying to sleep, I finally passed out. Only to wake up as I usually do during the night. Only once though, which is a rarity. And I only got about 6, maybe 7 hours of sleep. 

I think given time ZzzQuil could be more effective.

Or maybe I wasn't meant to sleep.

Thanks for reading Zombabes! Don,t forget to follow my blog for more posts and don't forget to subscribe to my Youtube channel!!

Peace!

-xo

*I received these products complementary from Influenster for test and review