Who am I?

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I'm April

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About July 2018

I've been up and down emotionally and mentally that's for sure.

I have a question for you... Why is it so hard for a woman to get a dang job?

I have put in countless applications online and drove around town until I felt so physically drained I was shaking!

Here I am, with no positive responses. And I'm still waiting for some responses. 

This is exactly why I want to be my own boss.

I always have.

But I have to ask you, What would you like to see from me?

Please comment and let me know. I want to provide you with what you want to see. 

26 and LOST

I'm 26 and don't know what I'm doing

Surprise, Surprise. I'm having an internal battle that's now leaking into my life. Which takes me back to those days about learning what bottled up emotions were like, by comparing them to the iceberg in Titanic.

I'm so tired of bottling everything up again. I don't know what has changed, AGAIN. 

But I should be used to my life flipping like a fish out of water.

Everything's been spilling out lately and I'm trying not to fall down this hill of emotions. 

I'm happy one moment and upset seconds later with just one thought.

I'm losing myself.